reflecting

last year...

I saw a sparrow the other day. The sight of the sheer size of that tiny sparrow caused me to ponder and , I couldn't help but be thankful. Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? Surely, how much more valuble am I than that little bird?

I remember the days in my life, when the nights seemed to go on forever, and the days were darkened by my cast-down face, I could not speak or express what I was going through, but every heave and sigh, You understood. When I finally opened my mouth, I was senseless and i questioned everything, including You. You took it all and still said 'I Love You".

I remember the days in my life, when I smelled sunshine everyday and had a smile fixed on my face, life was easy then. I gave thanks, yes I did. But You were not always rememembered and sometimes, I took "credit" for the happy feelings inside of me. But when nature crosses my path, and I realised I had no control over the way, the birds chirp away merrily, the fragrance that leaks from every flower and the kaleidescope of colours that burst through the prism of a water droplet, I heard you say "My child, I made these so you would be pleasured"

Thank You =)

I Love You too. because You first loved me. 1 John 4 : 19