Jitters

I was going to start a rant about how dreadful work is, but i guess it's nothing new to anyone.

When i come back from India, i hope i have the courage to hand in the R letter.

As the India trip draws nearer, there's a bag of emotions going on. I only found out yesterday that the other person from my church, who's supposed to join the team, is unable to now. That leaves me the only one from my church in the team. It's quite unsettling news. I haven't travelled alone, or rather, with people i hardly know, and much less to somewhere like India!

It's like pre-first-day-of-school jitters. not knowing what to expect.

Even as the feelings jumbled me up, i alerted my CG to pray for me, and KY reminded me, that it's not by chance that i'm going on this trip, and God is far more concerned than me that this trip be perfect for me, after all, He's a perfect father, and the gifts he gives to us are good and...perfect! I thank God for the CG which i know will be supporting me in prayer and the encouragement i need, even as RL and KT shared their experiences, my spirits are lifted and i know it's really not by chance.

I'm going to look ahead, past my own insecurities, habits and comfort zone, at Your Face.